You know I am not one for empty flattery— I truly mean what I say. However, it would seem other do not appreciate you as much. You are welcome, I have some comfort knowing your fears have been allayed. I was concerned greatly about the matter.
I know, cyar. It is just difficult handling feeling appreciated when you’re usually treated with either mistrust, distaste and-or contempt.
I’m gonna clock in, I’ll hear from you when you get off-duty.
I have never the been the jealous sort— it is pointless to be such over something that obviously no longer exists. To be honest— I sort of pity him. He did not know how wonderful a thing he had. But thankfully, his loss has been is my gain.
[She sorts in amusement of his ‘wonderful’ comment.]
I don’t think anyone has ever described me as wonderful, Mal. But I do appreciate the sentiment.
…And I guess I’m little less hesitant on this whole married deal, too. Thanks.
You’re human— it’s perfectly fine feeling that way. You do still care for him in your own small way— and I understand there will always be that part of you that will. And perhaps he does, perhaps he does not. All the same, it changes nothing.
[She smiles a little, feeling slightly relieved.]
I reckon you’re right— it’s in the past and it will always be there. I’ve moved on…and hopefully he can too. Or has. I don’t know.
…You’re surprisingly calm about this. Here I thought you’d be the jealous sort.
You sometimes wonder about what?
…Whether or not he regrets doing it? Like…maybe he saw the tabloids or heard about us from someone else and like…I’m the one who got away?
It’s stupid, I know.
@cptmquinn replied to your post “Are there any reservations whatsoever about this arrangement between us?”
I assure you, there will be no cold feet on my part. Nor will I ever abandon you. I would not be able to forgive myself if I did.
Well considering this is more your thing than mine, you better.
Sometimes I wonder…
[Scratches their head idly]
*Mird’s ears pricked up when it realized the human had actually responded.*
You can speak? You’re a very smart human! Good job, human!
Nah, just gifted.
…’Course a little surprised at this myself— varren are poor conversationalists. But excellent snugglers.
Hello? Did like, everyone die on me or something?
*Mird tilted its head upon hearing the human’s voice.*
I’m not dead.
[Scratches their head idly]
|cptmquinn sent: Are there any reservations whatsoever about this arrangement between us?|
Wow— that’s um…
Yes and no. That’s not to say I don’t want to go through with this. But… the last guy who promised me the things you offered did kinda drop me like yesterday’s trash and off and disappear. So, you get where I’m coming from?
At the same time…for the last eight years you’ve kinda never given me a reason to doubt, save for the early years right after Order 66, but that’s water under the bridge. Obviously.
I just don’t want to look like an idiot for falling for the same thing twice.
|impavidusx sent: Do you think you'd be the right kind of parent if you raised kids?|
I do. I am confident in my skills with the Force, and to teach my younglings the things I had to learn myself. It is very likely they will inherit my abilities as well.
…And from what we have discussed Mal has agreed to a moderate Mandalorian upbringing. He’s still not on board with the verd’goten part, but perhaps in time he’ll change his mind.
Then again he has something against Tuchanka for some reason…
I know my rearing wasn’t exactly the best…but I do think I can be a good mom…but I do have a partner and plenty of relatives to help, after all, we Mandos communally raise our children.